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 February 14 pandora
losing the the process happen
trust that nature
will do the healing
konw that the pain will pass
and, when it passes
you will be stronger
happier, more sensitive and aware < br >------ Mel Colgrove
from how to survive the loss of a love
really quiet here ---- Yu
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I went to a place, like the mysterious Fables, abstract like a dream.
long stay in Singapore a lot of people do not know such a place, listen to me said, astonished.
is Mr. Han Shanyuan take me. Mr. Han is a big place reported that the senior editor, is a full stomach anecdotes local historian. That morning, he did not know how I feel home opened the gates, and from the garden trail around to the south window of my bedroom, using your fingers knocked on the window frame. I was not surprised with trepidation, because in addition to a softly Malaya gardener, but no one has ever appeared in the window next.
his secretive smile at me and said to bring I went to a few people know the strange places. I believed him, he will find a little something to go around here at him around to drive under my window.
I opened the door, there is also other the two female reporters, Mr. Han colleagues, I also considered the students here. They are still young, Searching for things like cable secret, a great interest. So, party of four.
Mr. Han is also a matter of fact do not remember the road. his chin in the car, hesitated recalled, whispered. driving female reporter took every fork in the road slow speed, so that he hesitated to judge, criticize their own memory . Mr. Han's face the more difficult to find way, the destination will become more remote, the more bizarre.
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destination was actually a cemetery.
Singapore cemetery lot, and very grand. Wanderers have died in foreign land grievances enough, and how can I do not style a little confused as to the cemetery? However, the cemetery exceedingly strange, narrow facade, the old black iron railing wilt shrink shrinkage. get in there only to find an area of no small , a figure not seen it deserted. a look at rows of tombstones to understand that this is the Japanese cemetery. means that only one of many tombstones in a little obelisk inscribed with the six characters:
more than satisfied that the body of a bone buried under the monument
, is a thousand aggression in Southeast Asia Imperial Army, a Japanese prostitute, see how many! What kind of life ah. A faint upsets once the Asian nation, will own Mei Yan and brutal sway to such distant places, and then draw the next tragedy here, full stop. How many Qian laugh and cry, How much powder and blood, and finally all the dumb, and condensation, and condensation into a corner, condensed into a shelter to escape the crowds, escape history, only to embrace the Mau Tso and birds, the embrace of the shame and charges, silent , do not want people to close.
Yes, there is not even businessmen, employees, workers, tourists, sailors, doctors among the meantime, the only two teams the most boisterous, mighty, disappeared in such a small garden. We can not but step softly, afraid of stepping on something. foot Mimicengceng of thousands of souls, the Cain buried in piles of Japanese history, the history of Southeast Asia a few heaps, piles of romantic history, several piles history of aggression. Each pile are too difficult, so he had attributed to the difficult quiet, like a who retreated, wrinkled old man, has been reluctant to hum.
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in the end the Japanese, pushed for such a place, still hierarchical.
average soldier stand only a collective tombstone. In addition to for the Pacific War soldiers who died when standing. another blow up the Japanese Market in the RBI in broken bones clean up debris, remove buried here.
sergeant, soldiers long, Wu long, and even warrant officer class Shiguan, are an individual wooden monument. a slender stakes root tightly to arrange, which is slightly higher than the surrounding Warrant Officer.
lieutenant were established more than stone, to the senior rank of Colonel, then set the marble monument.
to open all these groups, sitting by herself far East West, Japan is famous field marshal, commander of Japanese forces south of the large tomb of a temple life. this tomb, arrogance, overlooking the tens of thousands of its own.
As a Chinese, I The name of the temple is very sensitive to .1937 of a life on July 7 Marco Polo Bridge Incident, the temple has been appointed as the life of a Japanese North China Area Army commander, in his command, the Japanese army to occupy from Beijing, Shanxi, Shaanxi, Gansu, straight take Lanzhou. Pingxingguan in the famous Battle of the Chinese armed forces suffered heavy losses against the Itagaki division, also belong to his men. so the old Yellow River basin of a child immersed in a pool of blood throughout the warlords, and ultimately even hid in the corner!
I afford to stand forward, looking at this the tomb of the wearer. I know that almost never had the Chinese people will beat around the bush to find here, stared at it. Well, today you can be considered Marshal Terauchi reunion with the Chinese bar . well you hide the remote, and I look back, should be the North China Plain, the miles into the sky.
life of a temple he was named commander in chief of Southern Expeditionary Force in October 1941 Tojo cabinet took office, he and Yamamoto Fifty-six of the Navy's combined fleet matched to form the Pacific War that shocked the world. He put his brutal dumping in North China to Southeast Asia, from Saigon destroy Singapore. His death is the surrender of Japan, the cause of death was cerebral hemorrhage. < br> marshal's death, shocked the Japanese were guarded by the British prisoner of war camp. It is those who have long been disarmed,UGG boots, being a public trial, is reviled by the world's prisoners of war, raise the life of a temple built for the grave, and Marshal is the construction of a line with the identity of the grave. from some of the information I have come to see, in order to present this grave, when the Japanese prison camp, what happened, is still shocking today, want to come.
the prisoners during the day in the British under the supervision of toil, the night air down to gather in the dorm plot. They decided that Temple life a tombstone must Johor (now Malaysia) south of Rock Hill on a stone, because this took place on the Japanese Rock Hill and Anglo-Australian coalition of fierce fighting, a lot of stones are colored the blood of Japanese soldiers. They want to quietly send a few people who witnessed the fighting that year to determine the bloodiest year where the Japanese, and from there exploitation of stone, escaped the eyes and ears of the people, desperate long-distance transported.
the prisoners began to move. They are the eight children of British officers to guard their application that they want to build yourself POW camp quarters, you need to go out harvesting, handling some of the wood stone. At the same time , they gather around with gadgets in Japan to win over the British troops and their families. the British agreed to their application, and they began large-scale harvesting of stone,Bailey UGG boots, not only for the life of a temple, and killed the other day military construction grave. Johor side bloodstained boulder that was nothing like the quarters repair materials, only in the secret smuggling of starry night. transported to the cemetery 8 kilometers away from the now deserted than a rubber garden, put up a tent, with carved inscriptions cut two days, after being carved and transported to the cemetery, respectfully vertical well, poured cement reinforcement. I gazed to see that the tombstone.
all this, even is a defeat State prisoners were secretly made, it is amazing. I thought, If anyone shoot a video film master, the performance of a group of prisoners of war on the smuggling of blood-stained rock in the night to make the arduous journey Tombstone Marshal, will be tight button people. Hill Road, Coconut Grove, the whispered cries, hurt the shoulder, into the muscle Le rope, shaking footsteps, alert ears, especially in the moonlight, which both refused to plead guilty in the eyes of any lost hh
information told me that, even in the international war crimes court after a public trial and execution, those Japanese prisoners of war, went so far tried a variety of ways, through various means, to get the war criminals executed for each soil when the sprinkling of blood, pooled to the graveyard, br> Mr. Han Shanyuan heard the grave keeper, said that though the deserted cemetery, over the years, there are always some people who made a special trip on the age came from Japan, kneel before the tomb in which several wines offered incense, and then crying for a long time . all these years, so the elderly can not see, and perhaps they also have their own tombstone. So, really deserted cemetery, not to mention the war, and that is transported stone starry night call sign, also has become a distant dream film. But as long as you're not careful into this place, among these tombstone tour Suo again, you will receive by the human spirit in the most terrible part of a dense chi. Here the upper and lower order, arranged in neat rows, proud and rugged, as if still waiting for some kind of instruction hh
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now look at those poor prostitutes of Japan.
of qualification, these prostitutes than the old soldiers buried in the nearby much more. probably from this century Since the early years, the Japanese prostitutes flocking to Southeast Asia has had several high tide, and each time, and depression on the Japanese economy. and then Southeast Asia, the rubber and tin mining, the economy is quite prosperous, a large number of Japanese living in China is not easy girls to travel long distances, brought humiliation to the South Seas smile.
Japanese woman's beauty and gentle but were quickly overwhelmed the other entertainment throughout Southeast Asia, vigorously constitutes a great career. from the ambitious entrepreneurs to put up with hardships of the tin miners, have any time to find a suitable Japanese Changliao. countries, all ethnic groups of clients, both in and out of brothels in Japan. At this time, the image of the Japanese nation in Southeast Asia, appears to both the weak and poor.
south and Japan since the Japanese economic recession is closely related to prostitution, while the recession is to be outward expansion of Japan's basic reason, then, may say, the first Japanese prostitutes to and after the Japanese soldiers to indeed there is a causal relationship. let their graves stuck together, as if deliberately to build a historical logic.
when the Japanese army occupied Southeast Asia, the former prostitute here together with prostitutes, on the number of prostitutes is unprecedented, even the famous South Secondary School has disbanded and became a Japanese geisha Museum. It has simply become one with the . is after the Japanese surrender. These women have had enough of humiliation, not in the context of a more humiliating to make a living. In fact, even the suffering of defeat, they are also subject to deeper than the warlords, even though they are not far from the war who launched, nor any benefit because of the war.
Japan, the tragic fate of a prostitute in Southeast Asia, from the movie In some historical digging joints can not be calm. The Japanese experiences of prostitutes in Southeast Asia, only with Southeast Asia after the Japanese occupation army to clear off, the modern Japanese nation state of mind and to sort out the fate of a more complete and thorough. only in the performance of their humiliation homesick, apparently made the subject smaller.
The scenario is exactly the opposite: more than 300 prostitutes, tombstone, due west towards all, no one toward the north!
perhaps not, perhaps unwilling, they severely twisted mind to go too far toward the other direction lie , and no longer worrying about, not Youhen rain, swept away with his eyes that had not swept the place every day, miss.
more than just home no longer looked on helplessly, so much in their tombstone, not even a real name did not stay. stele inscribed are girl, caught in the terrible quagmire in order to maintain the faith to live a little bit of life, they have converted to Buddhism, I hope between the pious prayer, to keep a little hazy twilight. but I think they have no real name, so much to the Buddhist faith, as it is to hide their own family name, not so distant because of his tribe and move provoked fishy smell.
this scenario, the edge of those who triumphantly filled with the rank of the military office How big is the difference between ah tombstone. I carefully brushed aside the grass and read that a girl their own invented a false name. They have had the bright youth, but soon have shrunk a shame the small pieces of stone D Suo , buried in the weeds in different places. I recognized those words, and apparently little sisters are deceased trustee engraved hash of some money, but like the deceased in a low voice yourself first. they have nothing to culture, finally come up with a few words to, hidden inside a little sad: hh
I believe that these groups are buried in the story of Tombstone, Tombstone groups must be better than the other side of the story of the buried more in humanity. Unfortunately, the tombstone has not left any data base, and even let me have a shot a pretext very faintly.
example, why the early years of this stand Showa carved tombstones do so, the fund-raising. Perhaps, she was the one endowed with both, chivalrous compassion of the courtesan?
Again, why these tombstones not a word of it? because they did anything wrong, or because stricken any accident?
Also, these five there is such a grave, then why did it die at the same time?
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these are must have a story, and is very sad, very beautiful story, almost all of China Qinhuai between the Ming and Qing Yan. < br> The story took place in brothels, are not necessarily low. as a special time of a special communication sites, where the storm will pack hidden in many political and financial struggle, the vicissitudes of life, feelings of national resentment and international espionage. Perhaps, Japanese History the history of some of the thread and Southeast, have been in these . the local number of literary friends and I often sigh with only a handful of contemporary Southeast Asian literature results, excuse me reckless, I recommend Nanyang culture of mining, the more the look of these graves. servicemen's cemetery, the graves of women, even if they are hiding it so subtle.
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and women, even alone also inserted to a civilian.
the author's tomb, located in the cemetery of the east. Originally, the temple of the ancient tomb of a life east west, overlooking the cemetery; but this author is the tomb Temple life hiding behind a tomb, it also overlooks the object as a.
just that, a few scholars to make our special vent. and the owner of the tomb is a quite famous Japanese writer: Futaba Pavilion IV fans. I remember the photograph of his bearded, bespectacled, head of the hat is very similar hat. I should be in the study of Lu Xun and Zhou way to know when the writer, his burial Here is a surprise to me. Anyway, the entire cemetery, the real can only make me warm and welcoming he was.
on his tombstone written word beautiful, is a real calligraphy. This in turn allows us a few more happy. tombstones since the officers were prisoners of war secretly get together, the word can be good to go?
two four-leaf fans Pavilion in February 1909 found that travel in Russia suffering from tuberculosis, but the writer does not believe the stubborn doctor casually his medication, resulting in a serious condition, after the friend to help turn back the Japanese steamer treatment in London. But he has not been able to reach Japan, but died in the Singapore on the way towards Colombo. In this way, he left permanently in Singapore. He was into the cemetery in May 1909, not only the graves of those soldiers have not yet an even prostitutes will not have several graves, because at that time, Japan Jinv has just embarked on to Southeast Asia.
two leaves early fans standing at four booths guarding Zhege cemetery, he absolutely did not expect that there will be so weird after cemetery crowded. he can not imagine how many years , the true scholar still only him, he will permanently stick to the lonely and alone.
I believe that if two leaves four lost ground pavilion has a soul, his stubborn character will make him deeply angry with the environment. As Japanese Realism a new member, he is most concerned about is the soul of the Japanese nation. how he could bear, day and night watch intently from their country of these brutal sergeant and poor women.
However, two leaves Pavilion Four fans may not want to leave so. He has a sense of national pride, he wants people to know Southeast Asia, who died in this century, the Japanese foreign countries, not just soldiers and a woman. br> Yes, men of letters. and no great shakes, but died when the girls did not like the anonymity that was buried when the soldiers did not like those sneaky, sneaky.
I believe that every prostitute burial, the funeral procession of small sisters will be a walk in the cemetery, by the way look at the writer's tombstone, although they did not read his works; I believe that life prisoners of war secretly for a temple built on the grave of his proximal, but also The tombstone will be looked on his flamboyant long. Second four-leaf fans to the pavilion provides a strange cemetery, providing alienation. martial and the vortex of brilliant songs, pop up a dissonant deep vibrato.
not less him. without him to not constitute one of the most significant literary age. such a cemetery,Discount UGG boots, not a fable?
the three-phase structure even hidden in the downtown fable, settling into the quiet. nationalities, history, major issue, both freeze here, and here chaos. bitters taste, filled in the trees, filled in the grass. iron fence enclosed, is really a history of concentrates. I passed many places, as has been seen such a broad power lies, general enough to allow were a little hard to believe.
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left the cemetery, our cars and wander in the busy channeling between Hu. I do not know how, we pay special attention to the Japanese on the street together.
Clearly, today's Japan special status in the city. A few days ago read the works of a local woman, a writer of the article, which wrote about a young ethnic Chinese busy young mother, the daughter of their own in-laws home care support, did not think a year later, babbling spits out her first words are not Chinese, not a dialect, not English, but turned out to be Japanese. the original common-laws is sandwiched Japanese English and Japanese ingredients have become increasingly enhanced. The young mother really angry, and shouted: Asia's richest race thrive on economic circles is not surprising. You see, in our car window, the most luxurious shops door, stop the most is a bus tour of Japan. long list of manpower dedicated to tourism tricycle from our car slowly forward, not look, sitting mostly Japanese.
when a thought suddenly from my heart, came forward to tell those who really want to sit happily on board a Japanese friend of human : on in the city, a shadow of the rare vegetation cover where there is a cemetery. In any case, you should go see. We just had a look.
really, you should go see.
February 13 windyflex
i have no direction
i just get wherever the wind blows
Xu Zhang Xu and Zhang Youyi for divorce
divorce case
have to admire the style of Zhang
do not know what the reason she made this decision

but divorced in that era

Is it just for her engagement as simple as lifting up a piece of paper?
her The pressure may be the world ignored

just like people only notice the Huiyin
like fairy fairy-like LU Xiao Man
water but can not remember the same
2 月 11 日 Zhang Youyi
Cloud mountain breeze blowing
board surface on a deeper and far poke 月 10 日
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beautiful flower beautiful flower is the flower to bloom
And who knows
blooming in fact the efforts to reach the broken
for you if there is a flower blooming
Please cherish affection in return with a broken away from her if you have to

Please remember to put her greenhouse
pray for her spring
pray that heart of the rebirth of spring


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fifty strings of a gratuitous string in a column Onewave
Zhuangsheng Xiao Wang Di Chun Butterfly Dream fans care center on the cuckoo
sea blue sky at Warm Jade Pearl tear smoke
Remembrance into students but was already casting haze of confusion that
Shangyin Posts Jinse centuries no one knows the exact meaning of his
of mind I'm trying to sort out every time they found
feelings are different
a lot of people like the last two sentences, but it
Very few people know the true meaning of the last sentence of this situation is the intention
be experiencing the vicissitudes of life years into what is now enough to recall a sense of loss
I like the fifth sentence on the sea and tears
2 月 14 Pearl at pandora
losing the
trust that nature
will do the healing
konw that the pain will pass
and, when it passes
you will be stronger
happier, more sensitive and aware
- ----- Mel Colgrove
from how to survive the loss of a love
really quiet here ---- Yu
a
I went to a place like the mysterious fable, abstract like a dream.
long stay in Singapore a lot of people do not know such a place, listen to me said, astonished.
is Mr. Han Shanyuan take me. Mr. Han is a senior here in a major newspaper editor, and a full stomach anecdotes local historian. That morning, he did not know how touched I opened the big iron gate house from the garden trail around to the south window of my bedroom, using your fingers knocked window frames. I was not surprised with trepidation, because in addition to a softly Malaya gardener, but no one has ever appeared in the window next.
his secretive smile at me and said to take me to a Very few people know the strange places. I believed him, he will find a little something to go around here at him around to drive under my window.
I opened the door, there is also waiting for the two female reporter, Mr. Han's colleague, I also considered the students here. They are still young, Searching for things like cable secret, a great interest. So, party of four.
fact, Mr. Han did not quite remember road. his chin in the car, hesitated recalled, whispered. driving female reporter took every fork in the road slow speed, so that he hesitated to judge, criticize their own memories. Han The more difficult way to find expression, the destination will become more remote, the more bizarre.
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destination was actually a cemetery.
Singapore cemetery lot, and very grand. wanderer who died in a foreign land grievances enough, how can I not try to style a little confused cemetery? However, the cemetery exceedingly strange,bailey UGG boots, narrow facade, the old black iron railing wilt shrink shrinkage. get in there only to find an area is not small, but cool Leng Qingqing not see a figure. a look at rows of tombstones to understand that this is the Japanese cemetery. only one of many tombstones in a small obelisk inscribed with the six characters:
one million satisfied bones buried under the body
monument, is a thousand aggression in Southeast Asia, ; the ashes.
prostitutes, see how many! ah life. A faint upsets once the Asian nation, will own Mei Yan and brutal sway to such distant places, and then draw the next tragedy here, full stop. How many Qian laugh and cry, how much powder and blood, and finally all the dumb, and condensed, and condensed into a corner, condensed into a shelter to escape the crowds, escape history, only to embrace the Mau Tso and birds, the embrace of the shame and charges, quiet, not would like to make people close.
Yes, there is not even businessmen, employees, workers, tourists, sailors, doctors among the meantime, the only two teams the most noisy, mighty, disappeared in such a small garden. We can not but step softly, afraid of stepping on something. foot Mimicengceng of thousands of souls, the Cain buried in piles of Japanese history, the history of Southeast Asia a few heaps, piles of romantic history, several piles history of aggression. Each pile is too difficult, so he had attributed to the difficult quiet, like a who retreated, wrinkled old man, has been reluctant to hum.
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in the end the Japanese, pushed for such a place, still hierarchical.
average soldier stand only a collective tombstone. In addition to standing soldiers killed in war. another Japanese Market in the broken bone in the residual RBI pack, move buried here.
sergeant, soldiers long, Wu long, and even warrant officer class Shiguan, are an individual wooden monument. a slender roots firmly stakes arrange, which is slightly higher than the surrounding Warrant Officer.
lieutenant were established more than stone, to the senior rank of Colonel, then set the marble monument.
to open all these groups, sitting by herself far to the east of the West , then a famous Japanese field marshal, commander of Japanese forces south of the large tomb of a temple life. this tomb, arrogance, overlooking the tens of thousands of its own.
as a Chinese, I am a temple life The name is very sensitive to .1937 on July 7 Marco Polo Bridge Incident, the temple has been appointed as the life of a Japanese North China Area Army commander, in his command, the Japanese army to occupy from Beijing, Shanxi, Shaanxi, Gansu, Lanzhou, straight to take. in the famous Battle of Pingxingguan suffered heavy losses against the Itagaki Chinese army divisions, also belong to his men. so the old Yellow River basin of a child immersed in a pool of blood throughout the warlords, and ultimately even hid in the corner!
I stare standing with, the wearer looked at this tomb. I know, almost never had the Chinese people will beat around the bush to find here, stared at it. Well, today you can be considered Marshal Terauchi's reunion with China now. you hide well isolated, and I look back, should be the North China Plain, the miles into the sky.
life of a temple he was named commander in chief of Southern Expeditionary Force in October 1941 Tojo cabinet took office, he and Yamamoto The joint naval fleet matched to form the Pacific War that shocked the world. He put his brutal dumping in North China to Southeast Asia, from Saigon destroy Singapore. His death is the surrender of Japan, the cause of death was cerebral hemorrhage.
Marshal death, shocked the Japanese were guarded by the British prisoner of war camp. It is those who have long been disarmed, being a public trial, is reviled by the world's prisoners of war, raise the life of a temple built for the grave, and is building a consistent with the grave of Marshal identity. from some of the information I have come to see, in order to present this grave, the Japanese prisoner of war camp at what happened, is still shocking today, want to come.
the prisoners during the day to do under the surveillance of the British hard labor, the night air down to gather in the dorm plot. They decided that Temple life a tombstone must Johor (now Malaysia) south of a Rock Hill on the stone, because this Rock Hill took place on the Japanese and the Anglo-Australian coalition of fierce fighting, a lot of stones are colored the blood of Japanese soldiers. They want to quietly send a few people who witnessed the fighting that year to determine the bloodiest year where the Japanese, and from there exploitation of stone, escaped the eyes and ears of the people, desperate long-distance transport to.
these prisoners began to move. They are guarded and agreed to the eight children of British officers to apply them, that they want to build yourself POW camp quarters, the need to go out harvesting, handling some of the wood stone. At the same time, they collected around with gadgets in Japan to win the British and their families. the British agreed to their application, and they began large-scale harvesting of stone, not only for the life of a temple, and killed the Japanese built for other grave . Johor side bloodstained boulder that was nothing like the quarters repair materials, can only secretly smuggled in Starry Night. from now transported to a deserted cemetery 8 kilometers outside of the rubber garden, put up a tent and spend two days engraved inscription cut, carved and transported to the cemetery after a good, respectful vertical well, poured cement reinforcement. I gazed to see that the tombstone.
it all, even the prisoners is a defeated They secretly made, it is amazing. I think, If anyone shoot a video film master, the performance of a group of prisoners of war on the smuggling of blood-stained rock in the night to make the arduous journey Tombstone Marshal must stick to the people. Hill Road, Coconut Grove, the whispered cries, hurt the shoulder, into the muscle Le ...